STEVE I REALLY MISS YOU !IT IS GETTING CLOSE TO THE ONE YEAR AND STILL IT FEELS LIKE ITS ALREADY BEEN FOREVER. ...I LOVE YOU... " DARLIN"
I understand your pain and I'm so sorry for your loss. / Arlene Walker (None) Darlene,
I belong to a support group call "Angelmoms", I was looking through some of the web sites and I ran across Estenan's site. First of all I want to say, you have put together a wonderful tribute to your husband, and I am so sorry for your loss. I feel your pain, my son Michael was also murdered 12/23/04 he will be forever 32. It is so hard to comperhend such a sinceless act of vilance on another person. I pray who ever did this is caught and punished. My prays are with anf your family.
Sending Hugs, Arlene Walker Salem, Oregon
I miss you / Jessica Montano (Daughter) Dad, Not a day goes by that I dont think of you or that day at the mountain. Even more so now. Just one year ago you were with us. I remember you gave me that 'evil look' when you looked under my car hood and saw the air filter was dirty. The car has given me alot of trouble, maybe your doing something because you told me not to get a ford but I didnt listen, if I didnt get that car then I dont think I would have ever gotten one. In time I plan to get a chevy. I feel bad dad because last year when you were getting your hunting list made up I helped you to rewrite it and check off what you had, I feel like I was pushing you to go, I swear if I could I would have done all I could to make you stay. Like that would have ever happened, you miss a hunting trip? Know one will ever know how much I hurt for you, I just want my daddy back. I think it hurts so much because now I realize your not coming home. But I know you have made a home for all of us up there. I wish we knew the day you were killed that way we would know if you got to walk the mountain, or see any deers. We know you were able to target practice because we found your arrows. Im glad the detectives missed them because now we have them. We found all the stakes in the ground that you put to keep your tarp down. I know you dont want to hear this but the people that took you will pay, whether it be here on earth or in the after life. We just hopes its here on earth because they will suffer way more than anyone can imagine. I love you dad so much, please be with us for this month because it is so hard on everyone. love always jessy
DAD/ FELICIA MONTANO (DAUGHTER)
HI DAD. HOW ARE YOU DOING? I MISS YOU SO MUCH. DAD YOU SHOULD BE HERE, WITH US. I WANT YOU HERE. I WANT TO HEAR YOU LAUGH AT ME. I WANT YOU TO ASK ME HOW IS EVERYTHING GOING. DAD I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.I FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS SPINNING OUT OF CONTROL, I AM SO UPSET, I DONT KNOW HOW TO LET GO.. THE DAYS GO BY SOME DAYS I'M GOOD, BUT THE NEXT I FEEL ANGRY & MAD, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. DADDY WE NEED YOU. I WANT TO WAKE UP TOMORROW AND YOU BE HERE.. SAY "SORRY FOR SCARRING YOU GUYS, EVERYTHING IS OK" I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT THE KIDS ARE DOING GOOD. THEY MISS YOU TOO.. WHAT I WOULD GIVE FOR YOU TO LOOK AT ME TO HUG ME DAD. WHAT I WOULD GIVE FOR YOU TO COME HOME!!!! I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW YOU WENT HUNTING. I THOUGHT YOU WENT TO WORK. UNTILL MOM TOLD ME ON SATURDAY WHEN I FINALLY REALIZED YOU WERENT AT HOME WE MADE DINNER FOR YOU, YOU DONT KNOW HOW EXCITED WE WERE. YOU DON'T KNOW THE PAIN & SUFFERING WE WENT THRU THE VERY NEXT DAY. OUR HEARTS ARE BROKEN AND WE MISS YOU SO MUCH.. I LOVE YOU... HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY... FROM FEFE & FAMILY
Steve/ Lupe Soto (Sister)
Today would have been Steve's 45th birthday. Steve, you should be here to celebrate your birthday with your family. It is unfair that someone took you away from us. I wish we could wake up and this nightmare had never happened! I love you and miss you, your voice and your hugs. Happy birthday little brother, your big sister, Lupita Close
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEVE / DARLENE MONTANO (WIFE)
STEVE TODAY IS SO VERY HARD. I DIDN'T GET TO SAY TO YOU IN PERSON HAPPY BIRTHDAY . I REMEMBER THOUGH WHAT YOU TOLD ME YOU WANTED. STEVE YOU WERE SO FUNNY YOU WANTED A 45 HANDGUN TO GO WITH YOUR OTHER GUNS BUT IT WAS GOING TO BE SPECIAL BECAUSE YOU WERE TURNING 45. I REMEMBER LAUGHING. LAST YEAR I HAD ALOT TO LAUGH ABOUT. SEEMS LIKE THIS YEAR ALL I CAN DO IS CRY AND HAVE A BROKEN HEART. YOUR NOT HERE AND THATS DRIVING ME CRAZY. I SO MISS YOU . STEVE WHERE EVER YOU ARE AND WHATEVER YOUR DOING I HOPE YOUR HAVING FUN. I WILL LOVE YOU EVEN AFTER MY LAST BREATH. LOVE, DARLIN Close
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SORRY FOR THE LOSS OF SOMEONE SPECIAL / LISA COPELAND
Life is a beautiful memory, His death is a silent grief; He sleep's in God's beautiful garden, In sunshine of perfect peace, I miss him oh so much, But realize God knew best, He let me have him many years, Then gently bid him rest.AMEN Close
I am so sorry / Lori Kenney (passerby)
Dear Family, I am so very touched by the story of your beloved family member, Steve. I offer my condolences to the family and pray that you may find comfort in knowing God is still with us, through all. I lost my baby on May 26, 2005 whom was born with a severe disorder. Her name is Nicole and she was just 13 monthes old. (nicole-kenney.memory-of) Again, my heart goes out to you. Steve sounds like a wonderful person. with love, Lori Close
murdered/ Selma Flynn
dear sweet darlene my heart gos out to you my son was murdered too the man this murderedmy son is out walking the streets to but was now who killed bobbo the da is it was self-def (RIGHT)bobbo was shot 5 time rest in peace steve please feel free to visit bobbo website at www.bobbo.memory-of.com Close
Look At This Day !!!!!!!! / Darlene Montano (Loving Wife )
Steve this morning is so beautiful. I can see you up and listening to the radio or your Led Zepplin. Steve I think of you so much, AND everyday something happens that reminds me of you. I can picture your reactions or hear your comments. JR is laughing at your silly face picture ( I did'nt put that picture on there Jess did..).. Close
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